Wednesday, January 1, 2014

First decision of 2014

I ended 2013 angry with a person who has been my friend for a long time but in the last year has treated me with a disrespect that is in inconceivable to me.  This person came to me in a time of need and I gave something I did not really have to give. And this was a huge part of my 2013 decisions.  And I have decided I can be bitter about it and keep hitting myself on the same thumb with the same hammer or I can throw out the hammer.   Hammer is gone.   Forgiveness will come slowly.  It will take more to forget.

I hope the loss of our friendship was worth it.

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